My blog title says it all

So we went to the doctors on june 23 and yup my cyst has grown, yup thats just our lucky. I feel like the most unluckiest person in the world. My doctor does not want to do surgery, now we have to do another three months of birth control pills. this cyst is the same one i had removed two years ago. it regrew how does that happen? blah!! I am so fuckin sad!! I will never get pregnant. I will never have my own child. I know adoption is available but I kinda wanted to have my own you know. I am depressed :(